Sunday, December 25, 2005

Silver Bells......Silver Bells.....It's Christmas Time in the City

Hehe. I love that song. Ok - lets see. It has been a while since I typed. As of the last time, I was seeing the fella but he was starting to get in my nerves because he always griped about me working weeekends. I had decided to give him until school started back to see if he would straighten out (this wasn't not his only fault - but whining isn't attractive on a 30 yr old). I got an email Christmas day (WHILE I"M AT WORK) and he says he wants to be friends. How cowardly is that?? I mean come on be a man and call me.... the only thing I can think of is since my birthday is next week he didn't want to do it on my birthday. Oh well - I'm not really upset (More my pride is hurt because I was going to give it time and he beat me to the punch). I deserve better than that. I need someone who can deal with me being in school, working and having just a little bit of free time. *Sigh* Remember the days where Prince Charming was supposed to ride on a white horse and you could identifiy him easily? It sucks to grow up sometimes.

Other than that christmas was interesting. On the 23rd I was to take a friend to the airport early so I stayed at her house the night before. When I got up I managed to fall down the last 3 steps in her apartment and I think I broke my tailbone.. That HURTS in case you didn't know. I had to buy a donut to sit on . It is very sad. My family came up on Friday night and we got a chance to visit. ON saturday, I got put on call for work and spent a little time with them, but I finally have to go into work around 3 om, but I did get to go home early because they didn't need me after 7pm. Sunday was christmas - It was great. We got up early and did presents and stockings. I had to go to work at 11 but that was plenty of time for the festivites. Work was busy busy busy, but I"m done for another week.
I plan on going to Monroe tomorrow to see the friends and play Santa for the children. That will be fun because I love these people. I think I might actually go to Natchitoches on Tuesday and see some people I went to high school with since they will be at their parents. I plan on coming back either wednesday or thursday. My birthday is wednesday and i don't know what I am going to do for that day. Maybe just head out of town. That could be interesting - I think i owe my sister a road trip.

Anyway - I'm going to head to bed - tomorrow is to be a busy day. Later!!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

And the final grade is....

Well, that is really the question isn't it. I don't know what the final grade is nor do I know what it might, could. or will possibly be. I have a horrible week a few weeks ago because I was getting so much constructive critisism that I didn't feel like I got any positive critisism. That sucks huh? I thought so.

Ok what's going on.. Mom thought she was having a heart attack - they think it was indigestion but the meds for indigestion didn't help any more than the meds for a heart attack. So who knows? She has some follow up in a few weeks to see if there is something else going on.
This really scared me - for one I was out of town. I know this is strange because I don't live in the town she lives in anyway - but I was out of my home town. Anyway, so I did not find out about it until after she was admitted. Plus I never have considered my parents mortality.
I know that sounds weird but I hadn't . They are mom and dad and they are going to be here......well for a while. I mean I know they will eventually die but not anytime soon. They don't have gradkids or health problems, or anything else like that. So it worried me and I know it scared my dad some too. I guess he always figured that mom would out live him so this was a wake up call.

Oh well, on a positive note. Still no baby... Not mine of course but a friends. She is due and ready to pop. I have taken the stance of Sunday. I claim dawn until Midnight Sunday.

I'm still seeing the Fella. He went home with me for thanksgiving and that was interesting. he did fine and my family did fine but still it was interesting. I never know how those situations are going to go. We are making plans for me to try and meet his mom (his dad died a few years ago), but it is hard with my schedule. He and I tend to agree on most things which is nice, but when we disagree on things it is major. Not a fight just a major difference of opinion. I haven't decided how I feel about that. I'm not really at a point where I can seriously look at this relationship and decided what I want from it. I know that sounds cynical but still it is true.

Other that all this school is technically done (YEA!!!) and I'm ready for the break. The plans for my holidays are clean house, and sleep. Sounds good huh. I thought so.

Anyway See ya'll later!